084; you give me feelings that i adore

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I don’t know if I should hate or love it when I’m being so giggly like this. Nothing seems wrong at this point. Everything feels right. And I love the way I feel, I think. I guess this is a good thing about falling for someone, because the world that seemed so shitty yesterday turned over a new leaf and everything is great. I don’t feel like a pessimist anymore. I don’t know. There are only good thoughts swimming in my head. And to be honest, it’s really nice to feel like this every once in a while. :)

I’m not sure what this is gonna be, and neither do I actually know what I want it to be. All I know at this moment is that I’m glad with it the way it is. I could be wanting something more in the future, and getting myself hurt, but I don’t really care right now. I love the way this makes me feel.

I love the words that you said. I wish I could record and listen to them all over and over again. It’s never going to get old. I haven’t heard anyone say those things in such a long time. And when you said it for the first time I thought you mocked me. But then you said it again and again, I must’ve heard it at least 10 times. Every time I think about it, it makes me smile. You make me smile.

I hope it’s something real. :)

082; you make me crazier

i like the way i can’t keep my focus
i watched you talk, you didn’t notice
i hear the words but all i could think is we should be together

every time you smile, i’ll smile
every time you shine, i’ll shine for you

i’m feeling you baby
don’t be afraid to jump then fall
jump then fall into me
baby i’m never gonna leave you
say that you wanna be with me too
i’mma stay through it all so jump then fall

i like the way your hair falls in your face
you got the keys to me
i love each freckle on your face
never been so wrapped up
honey, i like the way you’re everything i ever wanted
i had time to think it all over
all i can say is come closer
take a deep breath
and jump then fall into me

the bottom’s gonna drop out from under our feet,
i’ll catch you, i’ll catch you
when people say things that bring you to your knees,
i’ll catch you
the time’s gonna come when you’re so mad you could cry,
but i’ll hold you through the night until you smile

don’t be afraid
please jump then fall into me

<3

077; false face must hide what the false heart doth know

I don’t think we’ll get anywhere.
I don’t think you know what I keep inside of my head.
I thought it was about time I let you know, but then what’s the point?
I’m not going to try to make any.
And I doubt you’ll let me become your anything.

So what’s the point?
I’ll just keep pretending.